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no matter what happens, i will just keep smiling. because you once told me that you never wanted me to be sad. and i must be happy if you are. love you always muhammad yusoff.

I WISH YOU SUCCESS, I WISH YOU GOODLUCK, I WISH YOU'RE HAPPY BY HER SIDE WHILE I'M IN A MESS.

Don't make decisons when you're angry.

Don't make promises when you're happy.

It's been long since i last cried and felt the pain again. See, it's not easy even if you have your family and friends around because tell me, who listens? Who listens to how excited you get when you heard about him or even dreamt of him? My heart skipped a beat when i heard that you were where i was. Because somehow, i felt like looking for you. I felt like seeing you even if it's from far. I felt that if i were to see you, it'll make me feel better. But noo, my thoughts were declined by some people who thinks that it is just a waste of time, it's no use. I hate pretending to be okay. I hate pretending that i don't care. Pretending sucks because it fucking hurts. It especially fucking hurts when it comes to these kind of moments. Moments when i'm alone and when i think alot. Yaaa.. keep myself busy or whatsoever shit. I dont put myself to these situations of forcing to cry and shit. I'm not self-attention-hungry. So shut the fuck up. You're the first i think about before i start my day and also last before i end my day. After that night you left me, i felt nothing but empty. I managed to continue my days but as time passes by, it saddens me even more when some friends just become worthless. It's just not the same anymore. Yes, i have been very hurt by you, yes, i have been badly treated by you. But you've taught me so much about life. Can't deny but i was always a better person when i'm with you. Can't deny but there just can never be anyone like you. I've never been so hurt and so shattered like how i am now. I do miss you and i do still love you. Please God, i hope he's safe wherever he is.

Life's for me is not the same, theres no one to talk to. Don't know why i let it go too far, starting over it's too hard, seems like everywhere i go, i keep thinking of you.

Baby, if you knew i care.

Ever have that one person in your life that you just can't give up on, the one person that can screw you over time after time yet you always seem to give them another chance, and no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it's a lie because there's always one more waiting for them. The one person you know you're better off without but yet you can't find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldn't know that to do without them. The one person you know doesn't deserve you but yet you choose to overlook it because you love him.

i hate that feeling when you're about to cry, and someone asks you if there's anything wrong and to cheer up and you try to smile but you just physically can't do it and eventually the effort of trying to smile for this one person has the tears spilling over. it makes me feel so defeated by life when i can't find the strength to smile in those moments

best nye. rindu i. haha okay im bored. tgif, tgif pon.... today sangat membingitkan. i malas nak cerite lah. because i feel like people around me are taking me for granted. annddd something which had just annoyed me is that i just feel like asking you to shut your bloody mouth up and i would tell you so and i would really love to see you being dumped(which i know is soon) butttt nemermind, aku relek.. because aku kawan yang pandang kawan arh tu sebab. i dont fucking care how old i am becus i dont fucking entertain org2 yg pike drg so the besar and seriously tak semestinye aku baru umor gini, yg org2 ni semuer kene like banyak comment. i dont like. not going to make a big fuss out of it becus ye lah, senang org tu ckp, tidak ade gunenye tapi kan lebeh medatangkan kebecian orang... tssk.

"Expect the best, be prepared for the worst, fuck what others think & do your own thing."